Wondering

Why is it so hard for u to say?

is it because u are too shy?

is it because u dont really wanna say?

or d worse, is it because u really dont feel it?

it makes me wondering..

it makes me questioning..

it makes me thinking..

am i'd right one?

Why is it so hard?

I really dont get it...

Your friends said that you..

I just dont..

through an action it shows d other way round..

Now u make me confuse..

Why dont u just say and take action at d same time?

not much that i need..

i just need to know..

Will u make it for me?

So that i cant stop wondering,

So that i cant stop questioning,

So that i cant stop thinking..

It makes me sick..

And i'm tired of it.. *sigh*..

*Pos ini ditujukan kepada budak beg merah outdoor*

I love my cousins!!

Kami sentiasa bersama walau dimana jua kita berada..I love them all!!

From my hearts..

Terus-teranglah mai cakap, sesetengah kawan kengkadang tak boleh dipercayai. Betol x? Maybe only 30% can be trusted and the rest sometimes cannot. Mai cakap pasal ni sebab Mai dah pernah alaminya. Terasa sangat perih hati ini..

Mai ingat bila dah pindah ke sekolah baru mai akan dapat ramai kawan. Tu memang btol pown. Tapi, makin lama mai makin hilang kawan. Mereka semua tu mcm x peraasan kehadiran mai..

Adelah sowang kawan mai ni...Kawan ke? Ntah.

Dia ni merupakan seorang rakan yg slalu memungkiri janji. Pandai jerk cakap. Tapi kenyataannya?? SHE'S LIED TO ME!! Dia ini lah yang mai maksudkan yg mana trgolong dlm org yg x menyedari kehadiran mai. What kind of friends is this!?!

Mentang-mentanglah dpt kawan yg popular dan pandai...Semuanya dia! Habis mai ni apa!?! Tunggul kayu!?! Mai x tahu apa dh jadi dgn dia ni..Dulu, ktorang Bestfriend(konon)..But now?
Hanya tinggal kenangan..

Lagi satu, bila mai nk rapat balik dgn dia jerk mesti ada halangan yg slalu dtg mengganggu. Susahnya hidop niwh!!!!

Dia ni sekrang dah x mcm dulu. Berbeza sgt! Dulu, kitorang selalu berkepit..Tapi sekarang,,,, dh ada pengganti utk mai.

Dia x de respon pape pown. Knpa lah mai sebok2 nk minta maaf drpd dia? dia yg slh nape mai yg kene minta maaf? Tak de gunanya pown!!! Baru sekejap dah berbaik, tiba2 hubungan kami renggang. Baik tak payah kawan langsung!!

Mai nk tnya dgn org yg dah menggantikan tmpt mai di sisi dia. Apa tujuan dia sbnrnya? Mana kawan sebenar dye? Mana!?! MANA!?! Mai bukannya nk marah.. Cuma nak menegur..