I'll Never Sing Of Love, If It Does Not Exist...

Men have always been on a quest to find love.
Fairy-tales were created with ideals and perfection as the theme.
Little girls dreamed of "forever" and "happily ever after."
Love was an idea of happiness and a bed of roses.

Of blooming red flowers and boxes of chocolates.
Sparkling jewelry fit for a queen and accessories to match.
Candlelight dinner with music seemed like the perfect evening.

But I don't live in a world of ideals.

Being open means unnecessarily being vulnerable to be hurt.
Never loved for both the good and bad, perfection a fleeting desire.
Selfish personal needs always prioritised above compromise and love.
Broken hearts the common outcome, buckets of tears flow endlessly.

Regret, disappointments, and disbelief the obvious emotions.
The meaningless endings that are compounded by reality.
Who's to say that the scars and reminders will ever go away?
When love has become a taboo and a luxury only the optimists can dream of.

For me...
I'm tired of being impulsively optimistic.

It's time to bask in God's unconditional love.

Faithful You Are

A statement used to ring in my mind...

"When nothing makes sense, look to God."

But now I realise one thing...

"In everything good or bad, look to God."

More now than ever.
Tomorrow is a better day. : )

^_^

We have had some great weather here the last few days, so I have been keeping busy going to the pool, the park and of course, the mall with friends! *A* However, it has now gotten hot again. It's 105 today. We are under a heat advisory for the weekend. So, I will be staying in the house and keeping cool!I got a gift today! My friend Aina sent this to me. Just click on it if you'd like to adopt one for your blog! Isn't it cute? Aina's creativity and art skills impress me so much! She is so talented!

What's Up, Mai?

What's up with me? hmm..don't know..

Aku termenung. Aku memikirkan kenapa aku dh jadi cam ni? Aku berangan. Aku byk main. Apa ni? MAI!!! WAKE UP!!! Makin lama makin menjadi-jadi aku ni.. Mai, peperiksaan UPPM 2 dh dekat..Apesal ngan aku ni? Nape la dh x nerd mcm dulu? Adohai..Mai2..Rasanya mai skrang ni kurg fokus pada pelajaran la..huhu~ mai byk maen.. Mai takot klau2 uppm 2 ni dpt keputusan yg terok..habislah..oh! no! cannot! that's my promise 2 my parents..I can't simply do that 2 them..no!! ahaha..( resah)

Harap2 peperiksaan uppm 2 ni mai akn buat yg terbaik..Tolong doakan tau! AMIN..